RainDrope - Lonely world

 sooo anyway, lets get started, I don't want to bear all this thoughts anymore

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 I wonder about death and life, everything between it, and when you fall asleep.

I mean, wouldn't it be nice to never wake up? Just living in a endless dream and never to face reality again? Well, thinking more about it, isn't death just like falling into sleep? 

Eternal darkness, no more light, thoughts or feelings, just...darkness.

wouldn't it be nice? or just sad? Never to see light again. 

I often think of this, when I open my eyes in the morning and the light surrounds me with all these beautiful colors. Darkness takes away the color, it gives you the color black. Nothing else. 

Have it ever gotten dark in your house and all you have felt like was breathing and walk into nowhere in search of a light? Can death be like that? 

I don't believe in a new life, because how the hell are we supposed to get one? I don't believe in heaven. Heaven is like a new world, a new life where you meet all your beloved..

 "a new life" doesn't seem right.

What do you think? What do you think Sleeping beauty saw when she fell asleep before being waken up by a kiss?

I am also tired, tired of everything. I just want to be alone, let the time go by and just "be"..  

I am tired of all noise, all the people around me, I am worried the sick about my friends and I wonder WHEN will I turn the page on my story there the adventure start? 

Everything is blank, All I can do is just look forward at something that may not be there. I want to escape life and fall into a world that fits for me, there no one look at me as..an outcast

If not a black world, what with a white world? I think I already found that world and I keep walking in it for some reason.

This world is a lonely world whit no true magic. But..I don't want to die, not at all, my life is a treasure and one day my treasure will fall apart and I will no longer exist as a person.

If I killed myself, I would just be a fool escaping my problems and life. I don't want that, I want to live, hold the light in my hands as long as possible.

But I also want to be the one who time has stopped for so I can just watch the day turn to night.

What happens..if I die? What happens if a person die? 

What happens if the world dies?

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